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nomnomchuupie) wrote2010-01-14 10:05 pm
nomnomchuupie) wrote2010-01-14 10:05 pm
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And another sigh.
Few things.
Apparently I have to be interviewed for the position I pretty much already have, and have been doing for 2 weeks. Hooray bureaucracy.
Ups and downs on the depressional cycle. Lately, I just feel expendable, not needed, and left out. Not at the school, I feel like the place would burn down without me. Just...everywhere else. If I disappeared, would it make people sad or glad I am out of the way? Am I just an unintentional roadblock to other peoples happiness? Or am I like the lumbar support on Silibern: There when it is needed to be used, but otherwise largely ignored?
Speaking of Silibern, I should get the lights changed and the antenna fixed.
Oh well. Sledding tomorrow with the Kindergarteners (hopefully we won't have any meltdowns), followed with what will probably be a lonely three day weekend.
I may post, I may not. Who knows.
Apparently I have to be interviewed for the position I pretty much already have, and have been doing for 2 weeks. Hooray bureaucracy.
Ups and downs on the depressional cycle. Lately, I just feel expendable, not needed, and left out. Not at the school, I feel like the place would burn down without me. Just...everywhere else. If I disappeared, would it make people sad or glad I am out of the way? Am I just an unintentional roadblock to other peoples happiness? Or am I like the lumbar support on Silibern: There when it is needed to be used, but otherwise largely ignored?
Speaking of Silibern, I should get the lights changed and the antenna fixed.
Oh well. Sledding tomorrow with the Kindergarteners (hopefully we won't have any meltdowns), followed with what will probably be a lonely three day weekend.
I may post, I may not. Who knows.